aMaZinG lOvE

Thank you for praying for me..

this morn, after a struggle, i managed to do my QT (quiet time)

This morning as i was struggling to wake up, the first thing i could mutter was, "God, help me!" i was so tired i could not wake, but in the midst of my trying to wake up, i kept calling out to Jesus.. there were so much frustration that i could not express within myself and all i could mutter was .. "Jesus! Help me.. Lord.. help me..."

I wanted to wake up for QT.. my spirit was eager, but my flesh was weak..

after an hour of struggling to wake, i woke.. and after washing up, i sat down to spend time with God..

God is good, He is Faithful.. even when we are faithless, He remains Faithful.. He cannot deny Himself..

I know that you have been praying for me.. and I want to reap the labour of your prayers.. i knew my heart was not in the presence of God, for I have tasted the goodness in the presence of God and i know that my heart have wandered away..

but this morn.. as i disciplined myself to pray in the spirit before the Lord, God began to lead the short 20mins i have with Him.. He led my thoughts and I began to understand what i had been going through and He gave me insights and encouragement to walk in Him..

I had also been encourageed by a brother who'd heard shared with me the words He'd received from God just before thanksgiving..

"pray to our lord with our best giving thanks...
in any condition where we r,
and dont be hesitate to stay under the star where he appoint us to be."

indeed, during this season, let us continue to give thanks.

Happy belated thanksgiving..

1.12.04 04:14