Three Stories-18 sept
The most beautiful thing happened as I seek the Lord today in my desperateness today..
As I knelt in prayer, the first picture appear to me. I saw myself sitting with Jesus at what looked like the inside of a coffee cafe. jesus was talking to me. As we were talking, I felt this:
In life, people can never ever comprehend how you really feel. We'd put up blog entries and live journals, hoping to express ourselves so that perhaps some people we love will read and know how we truely feel deep inside.. there'll never be someone who can fully understand the wide array of full emotions you experience except the Lord Jesus, He alone can comprehend. he alone understands the whole immense experience. He alone satisfies..
This simple fact brings inexpressible comfort to my distressed soul.
The second picture, I saw Jesus and myself walking by a huge garden with a lake.. (looked almost like the singapore botanical garden) Jesus was talkin to me and pointing out what we see.
Matt6:28, ""And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
I felt the Lord telling me, "Child, i am in full control and I have full sovereignty. Everything is in my hands. Nothing is out of control no matter how it may appear to you.. I give wisdom, understanding and capabiities to whoever I want to. I will raise up whoever for whichever time I know is best. Child, trust in me. As you have trusted me fully in your finaces and in your future, now place the same absolute trust in me for your present, for all that you are facing and going through. Trust that I am in control and I will acheive all that I want to acheive. Trust and Rest in me."
Third scene, The Lord brought me to the top of a very tall tower, we were looking down on the land and all the buildings. In the distance, i can also see the sky and the sea.
The Lord continued, " Look beyond what is before you. Look from above, see the bigger picture, understand from my perspective. Remember the dreams i'd placed in your heart and continue in faith. Ps 138, The Lord will fullfill His purposes for me..."
Finally, the last scene, I was sitting opposite with Jesus in a Japanese styled room. we were dressed as samurai and I was sitting opposite Him, my Lord.
The most amazing thing transisted in this room that i let it remain unsaid between me and my Lord... ;p
after all that's been said, i know this is only the begining of a new journey of pain..
A dear sister prayed for me and gave me the following words,
"She is like the butterfly still in the cocoon, she
is going the struggle so that her wings can be strong to fly to greater
heights, do not stop the struggle. Be fair to her,do not try to snip the
skin of the cocoon."
is going the struggle so that her wings can be strong to fly to greater
heights, do not stop the struggle. Be fair to her,do not try to snip the
skin of the cocoon."
indeed..amen. I pray that I'll be surrendered to the Lord and all He'll do in my life.